loser
I’m starting to feel like a pretty useless human being. I go to school three days a week and I only go for 3 hours one of those days. I never really have any homework so when I get home I don’t do shit. On the days I don’t haveclass I sleep until late in the afternoon and I never do anything productive. I don’t work, I no longer have any real hobbies… I just don’t do anything. I have no ambition anymore, I’veeven been considering changing my major to something in a less competitive field. I’m afraid to put myself out there into my desired field because I have a terribly fragile ego and I don’t take rejection well. I know that’s extremely pussy, but whatever. I just feel low and depressed. I need to sit down and re-evaluate my fucking life but I’m so lazy and easily distracted that I’m sure I won’t get around to that for a while. I have no zeal for anything. I’m literally just a bag of skin right now. I think I’m gonna get a job so at least I’ll have less idle time and more dinero.
bleh.
LITERALLY MY LIFE STORY. LITERALLY WOMAN.
No job, school 3 days a week, too much time, don’t do shit.
fcuk my life.For the longest time I thought I was the only one the felt this way.
Looking at the big picture just got me more down and felt like things would never get better.
Sometimes you just have to take it day by day and hope that it gets better.
